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[Nov. 12th, 2009|10:23 am] |
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Owww ow ow ow.
My brother punched me in the boob yesterday (I shit you not) and it still hurts. I think it may be bruising. And now I can't feel my right pinky either...?? Not to mention I'm dead tired.
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[Nov. 11th, 2009|06:34 pm] |
▪ Leave me a comment saying "hurf durf"
▪ I'll respond by asking you five questions so i can get to know you better.
▪ Update your journal with the answers to the questions.
▪ Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions.
Questions from Rein--
1. What are your fetishes?
2. If Wild ARMS were a bigger fandom like Hetalia, KHR, and the likes-- would you love it as much as you do now?
3. Boobs or cocks?
4. Have you ever been groped?
5. What do you enjoy most about creating OCs?
1. Um. I'm actually very vanilla. Outside of... y'know, sexual situations (unsure)... I have a gigantic eye patch fetish.
2. H-hmm. Chances are that yes, I still would love it. I would just... avoid the fanbase a lot more than I already do.
3. UHHH. I'd rather not touch either but I'll say boobs. They're fun to draw. Dicks are weird.
4. Yes. By another girl. /stares at Vanessa
5. Oh, man. Uhm. It's probably the character design, although I rarely get an idea from a design at first - if that happens, the character usually ends up never getting any development at all. I need to start from an idea and then design and develop the character from there. Awkward wording is awkward. |
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|10:04 pm] |
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I LOVE DANCING WITH THE STARS |
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|06:50 am] |
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I had been having a really shitty week since last Tuesday, and yesterday I just about broke down in class because of stress, frustration and paranoia. But somehow I managed to get over it, and a little rush of adrenaline made me feel better - after I got home, it was all smooth sailing from there. For the first time in a week I was able to go to bed with a grin, and it's all thanks to you guys. ♥
Time for class! |
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[Nov. 8th, 2009|09:50 pm] |
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today has been fucking awful
when will I finally be allowed to have a good day for once this fucking year |
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[Nov. 7th, 2009|07:26 pm] |
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Ugh.
I went to take a nap because I was getting a huge headache (and that equals me gettig moody). Everything was fine until I was woken up for dinner. Then, my entire family decided to just be really loud and obnoxious - my headache had almost gone away, but they should know already that I NEVER wake up from naps in a good mood. They could clearly see that I was in a bad mood, and what do they do? Pick on me relentlessly. I got fed up and left. Fuck off, all of you. Enjoy your shitty dinner without me. Now my headache is back.
And on top of that? Today's RP!S. I didn't see the secret and I don't know who the person in question was, but Jesus Christ, I did not need to see such disgustingly insensitive comments. Reading all this wank over a girl who just died seriously made me feel shittier. People are so fucking stupid.
Way to fucking go, humanity. |
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[Nov. 6th, 2009|09:20 pm] |
2010-2011 list
-Siesta 00, Umineko no naku koro ni
-Nan, Tales of Vesperia
-Clarissa Arwin (first outfit), Wild ARMs XF
-Yomi Isayama, Ga-rei Zero
20-12-2013 list (tentative)
-Kokonoe, Blazblue
-Ritsuko Akizuki, The iDOLM@STER
-Roberta, Black Lagoon
-Dlanor A. Knox, Umineko no naku koro ni
AHH SOMEONE COME HELP ME WITH THESE. ESPECIALLY DLANOR'S VAMBRACE
my arm hurts so much sob
Also, for the seakitties cosplays:
Siesta Corps
00 - Evy
45 - Kari
410 - Erin??
556 - idk
^ We're all about the same height, s-so. D|
Eiserne Jungfrau
Dlanor - Evy
Cornelia - idk
Gertrude - idk
^ KARI MIGHT BE IN THIS... but I guess who she'll pick will depend on the third person's height. I'm 5'6.5"ish and she's 5'7.5"ish so... yes.
I'M REALLY TEMPTED TO ADD THE STAKES TOO... a group would be so bitchin'
DRAWME! |
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[Nov. 6th, 2009|02:12 pm] |
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grahhhhhgghh
I just spent about half an hour reinstalling my scanner since I finally found the installation CD. It didn't work when I downloaded the drivers from the internet, so I tried with the CD. Then installation went okay, but...
When I tried with the drivers, I could open the scanning wizard, but when I tried to actually scan something it would say the device was busy when it wasn't.
I just tried and now it can't even detect the scanner at all when I try to open the wizard, even though it's properly connected and turned on and everything.
I really think it would be better to just get a completely new scanner (this clunky all-in-one piece of shit is a pain in the ass; the printer part's completely broken, too), but my parents refuse to even let me buy one with my own money. I'm at the point where I need to have a functioning scanner for class projects, but my parents think it's a waste of money. I have a huge pile of drawings sitting around and gathering dust and I don't want to have to resort to scanning everything at school or at Staples especially because a lot of it is NSFW.
Nghhh. This makes me a lot more upset than it should. |
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[Nov. 5th, 2009|05:20 pm] |
The highlight of my day. |
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[Nov. 5th, 2009|02:14 am] |
apparently I have a boner for zettai ryouiki
because I just noticed that I used it for three character designs in a row
idk why I'm making this post
/goes to bed |
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[Nov. 4th, 2009|08:13 pm] |
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Poll #1480956 COSPLAY
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 9Who should I add on my 2010-2011 list?
Those already on the list are Siesta 00 (Umineko no naku koro ni), Nan (Tales of Vesperia) and Clarissa Arwin (Wild ARMs XF). I have most of the fabric for the latter two already, I just... haven't started working on either of them because I'm pattern illiterate and my mother doesn't want to help. ;; (AND I REALLY WANT TO DO THE FORMER... LIKE BURNING) S-someone... come help me.
Pros and cons:
Kokonoe: Um. The outfit would be tough. But I won't have to worry about taking my glasses off, and it'll give me an incentive to keep working out to flatten my stomach. Also gives me an excuse to eat candy in cosplay.
Yomi: Incentive to work out on my legsssss. I'll also need to find a way to make my eyes look... well, like they don't make me look mentally challenged or drug-addicted. And where will I find a katana prop? fff
Ritsuko: Honestly, this would probably be the easiest. I could closet cosplay this. The problem is that if I were to get in an IM@S group (which I REALLY WANT TO DO ;;), I'd probably have to make an actual outfit like the ones in the game to match with everyone.
Roberta: The good thing is that I'd be covered from head to toe so I wouldn't have to worry about skin... but on the bad side, it would probably get really hot really quickly, so it would be best not to wear it to a Summertime convention.
Whoever wins the poll will end up on my 2010-2011 list. If I can somehow miraculously get the four outfits done by then, I could start on more. The other three and another would come later, probably for 2012-2013. |
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[Nov. 4th, 2009|11:21 am] |
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Well... so far my resolution hasn't been going too well. I had a pretty good day on Monday, but yesterday turned out to be crap. Today's already turning out to be a bad day too. Why? All because I'm lonely and paranoid.
Gah. This is exactly what I told myself to stop worrying about. I just... really hate always being the third wheel to everything.
I really should just shut up and lay low.
I guess PMS really isn't helping. |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2009|06:11 pm] |
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► Pick up to 10 OTPs.
► Describe them in less than 15 words.
► Have your flist guess the OTP.
► ???
► PROFIT.
YEAH THERE'S OCs IN THIS. They're also all extremely obvious. Also know that the order is completely random.
1. Diaries and poems.
2. Haha! Suzume/Takahiro ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) amerikun
3. Oh, hi there Raftina. Rudy/Cecilia aubergine_pilot
4. Actions speak louder than words. Lucien/Hamali estellise
5. Are they nice or are they jerks?
6. Raving Revenge.
7. I made a promise. Luke/Tear ame_no_genki
8. WITCHES AND LORES. Battler/Beatrice estellise
9. Nothing better than a reverse trap.
10. Calling someone by their last name is clearly a sign of love. Senel/Chloe ame_no_genki
I could have gone beyond 10 but I'm brainfarting on descriptions... |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2009|10:30 am] |
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fff. Today really started off on the wrong note. I didn't sleep, I got into a fight with my father, and then I found that my period is three days early. I get to school and find out I failed my first 3D project by 5% (passing grade is 60%, I got 55% because it was supposedly "unfinished" even though I DID finish it). I really need to kick myself in the ass for... all of my art classes. I think I'm safe for French because the teacher keeps a student's highest grade in the system, so if one were to get 80% on one dissertation and 30% on the other two, they'd still be marked with 80% in the end. I got a 73% on my first dissertation, so I'm okay, at least.
3D... I better do something really fucking spectacular for this project and the next if I can hope to pass this class.
2D/painting... this too. I missed the second project and my first and third are already... not very spectacular at all. I have zero skill in painting. The fourth project starts today.
History of art... urgh. I need to stop giving in to my temper and leaving an hour early. It's so hard to pay attention in this class when the teacher just tl;drs incoherently and her speech is riddled with verbal tics.
Photoshop... why haven't I finished the first project yet lol ;; Yesterday should have been the last day for the second project but class was canceled. The teacher's... pretty incompetent. She comes in late and forgets she has classes to teach. I can work on these projects at home... I just need to have a functioning scanner 8|
Bahhh, man. Here's to hoping I can hold out for the rest of the day and actually sleep for real tonight and focus tomorrow. |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|09:24 am] |
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I hereby declare November "Evy's Chariot Month".
I'm going to kick myself in the ass this month and do my best. I will:
-Work diligently on school projects
-Fix my sleeping schedule
-Do my goddamn best to balance friend-time and me-time
-Eat more properly lmao;;
-NOT cry even once (unless I'm in severe pain or something)
-NOT complain about stupid things
-NOT feel sorry for myself
-NOT half-ass anything
-NOT waste money
-NOT GET PARANOID KFJFLKSKF;
I think that sounds reasonable. If I fail at one of these, I'll... punch myself or something 
( To-do list for this week )
This month's theme shall be DILIGENCE.  |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|01:53 am] |
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I've been mulling over this for a while, and I think it's about time I type this out. I won't be able to sleep if I don't get this off my chest. I'm a little worried that this might do more harm than good, but it's a risk I have to take. Here's to hoping words won't fail me.
( Cut for potential tl;dr )
I'm done with saying "please" and "sorry" and feeling sorry for myself. I'm done with running away and hiding. I'm going to say "thank you," and run forward and tackle these walls down one by one. |
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